you ever heard someone say "when the world was small", like the world just blew up and got too big for them as if their eyes were opened? What do you do when you feel the world is getting smaller? It's like that movie vanilla sky, you have this skewed little world that caters to you and your surroundings become like those video games where you start walking and they have all these cool backgrounds and then you try to walk to those cool parts and you just stop moving, not because you want to stop, but because you run out of world. this probably makes no sense to any of you, but it's how I feel. like I am in a dream and I am ready to wake up.