Sunday, April 09, 2006

I am the day of current taste

I think that I make exceptions for myself. "Oh man, you friends are sick?" and I am there for them. "Oh man, your cat died" and I am there for them. And even though my mother lies sick in a hospital and I have had countless friends call me and express their prayers, I still feel like I make exceptions for myself. I can't help but feel her pain from the shooting sensation of potassium concentrates going up her arm as I know it is there to make her feel better, but I she's my mom, and when my constants are threatened, my whole life feels threatened. I know that people are there for me, it just seems so hard and so lonely sometimes. Even though I know better, why do I fight myself?

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