I have this self destructive part of me that likes to shut off to other people. I had this whole blog typed up about my mom, and I just erased it and was like "nah". Deep down, I'd like to think I am an extrovert, but I am more of an introvert, or a introvert that won't shut up at times. Everything to say and no way to say it. This sounds like rambling I know, but why do I do things like this? Part of me wants to erase this too and just put pictures or something. I need to stop being abstract, I need to start being direct. So, if I have ever been vague to you, I apologize; it's just part of who I am.