Today was day one at work. It was very good, I liked it although the work didn't seem so hard yet. So the end of the year is gonna be a rough month to get through, but well worth it. I have been on a J. Tillman kick lately. I saw him playing with Damien Jurado and Dolrean last fall, he has the soul of a calm weathered poet and his music reflects that too. I hope you like his work:






Seven States Across.





My Waking Days.






Lilac Hem.





Cecille, My Love.

Some days I don't know. Things seem like they are going okay, but then again things get complicated too. Nothing is implicitly bad, but there I go again being vague. I don't want to upset anyone, but yet I upset the ones that matter to me the most. I Love too much, or I Love not enough. Confused?- At the moment. Ok?- I will be. Content?- No. I hope you all know that I am trying and in that, I am also trying to do things right. My intentions are the same and I plan to keep striving. Please don't give up on me. There is hope. There is love. There is peace. There is lonelyness. There is me. It will be okay. This is but a blink in eternity.



tilly and the wall- wild like children






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Good news. I got that job I applied for, and with that I am able to do alot more. I will now have my nights and weekends free! The new year is coming and brings new horizons. I hope to get a new laptop, move, save, and a few other goals. I hope all goes as planned. I know that only positive things are coming and I highly look forward to it.


I Love You All.










Today's Song

Missing people is a good thing. It means that you actually care about someone enough to miss them. Tonight, I realized how much I miss JP. Both of us got to vent, confess, and just catch up. The best friends are the ones you don't have to prove anything to, they know you already.



Afterwards, I met up with Brandon and David, and we kind of continued in that vein. Sometimes I wonder what some people's main preoccupations are. Sometimes I think some of them have it just right.



I miss my friends.





Today's Song

There is a very good chance that I am getting a new job. This makes me very happy considering that getting this new job would ascertain me a normal schedule, and the more sufficient means to save up for better things ;)
















Today's Song

I just saw this show called HomeTeam. It is one of those typical shows in which they make over a house for a needing family. Usually I pass up these shows, but today was different. Today they bought and rennovated a home for Rocky Votolato, an INCREDIBLE musician. They told the back story of how his wife had to struggle and raise the children while she supported his career, not because he needed money, but because she truly loves him and his music is worth believing in.

A huge group of family and friends (including Eric Fisher, and members of The Blood Brothers), came and helped fix up this house. It was so happy and caring to see how much these people love and care for each other. Almost everyone was crying at least once in the show. It feels good to see goodness done out of the kindness of heart.






The Light And Sound





White Daisy Passing (NEW SONG!)





Mix Tapes And Cell Mates





One More Work Song Blues





Silent





Without Eyes Still Seeing